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Post by soveliss5 on Feb 20, 2009 23:33:01 GMT -5
Luke hadn’t exactly been expecting Rebekah to kiss him then, and really was slightly taken aback by it. Not that he didn’t enjoy it, but now she seemed embarrassed and that made Luke feel guilty for putting her in that position. Now he was going to have to make her feel better again, which was slightly ironic from what he had been trying to be.
He had too make her feel alright again. Standing up, he walked over to her, and hugged her. “It’s OK.” He whispered into her ear. He would never really understand girls a lot of the time, since really if she had meant to kiss him, then why was she apologising. It was something that he would never understand, but he felt that he may never care if he understood or not anyway.
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Post by rebekah on Feb 21, 2009 1:42:59 GMT -5
Rebekah would have been happy if the ground could have swallowed her whole after she kissed Luke. Not that she hadn't liked it, because she had, but because she was embarrassed she had made the first move. She never did that. But the moment had just felt so right, and now it suddenly felt so wrong. As she continued to stare out the window. As she was standing there however, she felt Luke hug her and whisper into her ear that it was okay.
She turned round slowly to face him. "I'm not sorry I kissed you" she began slowly and softly, giving him a weak smile, "Just sorry that I made the first move, not usually something a girl does, can put a guy off them" Rebekah said trying to explain away why she felt embarrassed and walked away from the sofa. "And it was just the whole moment thing, staring into my eyes, the silence, I couldn't help myself" she continued as she blushed slightly. However she wrapped her arms around him and hugged him close to her.
It had been a long time since she had felt safe and comfortable around a guy who wasn't Ryan, and it was nice, and she wanted it to last.
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Post by soveliss5 on Feb 21, 2009 2:31:21 GMT -5
Luke listened to Rebekah, explaining why she had stood up and backed off after she had kissed him. “Why would I get put off by that?” he asked, before she gave him her reason, and he listened to it. Really Luke would have accepted anything as a reason, he would have even cared if she hadn’t given him a reason. He let her continue to hug him, pulling her closer.
He still felt slightly bad about making her that way, if he could have realised what it would have lead to, he would have thought of something else. Now he was stuck with what he had done, unless he could find some way to make it better again.
He had some crazy thoughts running around his head now, some stupid ideas of how to make it all better again. In the end, he turned her head to look at his, kissing Rebekah. He just hoped she wouldn’t react the same way she had before.
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Post by rebekah on Feb 21, 2009 19:42:42 GMT -5
Luke had asked why would he have been put off by her making the first move, she wasn't sure really, but she just knew that it wasn't normally a girl's place to make the first move in a relationship. She shrugged, "I don't know, I guess I just" she began struggling to find the right words, "couldn't wait to feel what it was like to kiss you" she finished, blushing again slightly.
When she hugged him, he pulled her closer and it made her feel immediately better. Just being with him made her feel better. It was like she didn't have to worry when she was with him, and that was a good thing to feel. The only other person she felt that way around was Ryan and Henry and she didn't get to see them often enough. She really needed to try and make some female friends though.
When Luke turned her head to him and kissed her, Rebekah could feel herself smiling as she kissed him back. This was what she wanted and she didn't feel uncomfortable at all.
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Post by soveliss5 on Feb 21, 2009 23:22:38 GMT -5
Luke smiled when Rebekah said that she just couldn’t wait to kiss him. It was sweet he decided, that she had felt slightly guilty or something about it, but he still couldn’t and probably wouldn’t ever understand completely why she had gotten embarrassed, it must just be that he thinks differently or something like it.
Luke smiled at her when they finished kissing, holding Rebekah’s hands in his, gazing into her eyes. “l love you.” He said quietly, not really feeling embarrassed for saying it. He meant it, and wouldn’t have wanted not to say it, and really he was just hoping that Rebekah wouldn’t think that he was being too forward or anything.
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Post by rebekah on Feb 22, 2009 0:23:05 GMT -5
As Rebekah and Luke kissed, Rebekah felt her skin tingle on the back of her neck. It was lovely and she realised quickly she liked it, the taste of his lips and the feel of his body against her own when they were hugging close together.
When Luke said quietly he loved her she felt her skin tingling all over again. She liked the fact he said it to her, but she wasn't sure what to say. Should she say it back, did he mean it? Was he saying it just to get a reaction from her? What if she said she loved him too and he hadn't meant it, and ran out on her. Then she realised how stupid she was being. Luke wouldn't say it if he didn't mean it, and he wasn't nasty enough to run out on her if she said it back to him.
Keeping her hands in his and looking into his own eyes as he was her, she said softly, "I love you too" and then she kissed him again. During all of this, the movie which had freaked her out in the first place had finished.
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Post by soveliss5 on Feb 22, 2009 0:41:27 GMT -5
Luke felt good when Rebekah said that she loved him too, it meant that he hadn’t sounded stupid when he had said it. It also meant that Rebekah felt the same about him, which was good. He kept gazing into her eyes as they kissed again, Luke enjoying everything that was going on.
It was off how everything seemed to work, Luke thought about it slightly. If Rebekah hadn’t got scared from a movie, then none of this would ever have happened, and they would probably just be watching something else by now. Luke much preferred this version of happenings right now, it just felt so much like it was better.
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Post by rebekah on Feb 22, 2009 1:12:43 GMT -5
Rebekah was quite simply blown away by Luke. Everything about him was perfect, just as Ryan had been. Only difference between Ryan and Luke, was Rebekah loved Ryan like a brother, the love she felt for Luke was completely different. She just had to hope that when Ryan and Luke met, that they both liked each other, or things could get awkward. But she didn't see why they wouldn't like each other.
She hadn't expected events to turn out quite like they had, but she felt she was glad they did. Gently pulling away from the second kiss, smiling at him, looking into his eyes, she glanced over at the television, "Movie finished, do you want to watch another, or.." she struggled with her words now, blushing slightly, "do you think you have other things in mind now?" she continued with a question. Meaning did he just want to sit on the sofa kissing, or anything else he might want to do.
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Post by soveliss5 on Feb 22, 2009 1:38:53 GMT -5
Luke was actually a bit taken aback by Rebekah. When she asked about whether he wanted to watch another movie, or do something else, he actually had to think about it. Would he seem too forward if he was thinking about something else, or was that what Rebekah was hinting at when she asked if he wanted to do something else. His mind was a mess, thoughts shooting around pointlessly.
“I think we could do something else.” Luke replied, only just making the sentence fit together in his head. It was difficult for him for some reason, that now he was struggling to speak properly, and he couldn’t understand it, was he nervous or something like that?
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Post by rebekah on Feb 22, 2009 2:05:50 GMT -5
Rebekah wondered if she had gone too far with her question, when Luke seemed to be a little silent, and looked like he was taken aback a little. She was getting over nervous now, she felt terrible, as she began to feel her power losing control and she began phasing in and out of the floor. Good one Rebekah, know how to put your foot in your mouth she said to herself.
"Oh god, I've done it again haven't I? I have to stop being so forward, I'm really not normally like this" she spluttered out as she continued to phase in and out of the floor.
Then Luke said they could do something else. She felt herself steady as she stopped phasing in and out of the floor. "Are you sure?" she began to ask, "Because I don't want you to feel like you had to say it because I said it" she mumbled feeling very embarrassed again.
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Post by soveliss5 on Feb 22, 2009 2:29:12 GMT -5
“I’m sure.” Luke replied. It had looked like Rebekah had started to panic or something, and Luke couldn’t be sure if he had caused it or not, so it was best for him to make sure at the minute and try and keep Rebekah calm. He didn’t want he phasing through the floor or something like that.
He wondered why Rebekah was really panicking, and if he had done anything to cause it. If he had, he certainly hadn’t meant to, it would be one of the last things that he wanted to do, and if he had, he hoped it wouldn’t last, it would make him slightly annoyed if he made Rebekah panic.
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Post by rebekah on Feb 22, 2009 8:10:13 GMT -5
When Luke said he was sure, Rebekah smiled softly, took his hand and walked him to the sofa. Leaning over, she used the remote to turn off the television and DVD player and then positioned herself so that she would be lying on the sofa with her head on his chest while she looked up at him.
"I'm sorry if you feel I give out mixed signals at all" she said, not sure why she said it, other than she felt herself she had been a little confused over the past hour or so, and didn't want Luke getting the wrong idea about her or anything like that.
"It's just I had one boyfriend before who I thought was 'the one'"she began, using her fingers as quotation marks when she said the one. "Turns out I was wrong, guess I just don't want to make that mistake again" she continued, hoping that would make more sense to him. "So, it's not you making me feel like this, it's more me making me feel like this" she added, she needed him to understand why she could sometimes act the way she did.
Not just the whole boyfriend issue, the fact she had been attacked and almost killed twice before, and the fact she had been brought up with no real family in her life, none of it helped her situation.
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Post by soveliss5 on Feb 22, 2009 9:37:09 GMT -5
Luke listened, trying to make sure that he heard what she was saying properly. He hadn’t really interpreted ‘mixed signals’ but that may have been down to him or something. It wouldn’t bother him much, as long as he didn’t get confused by them, if he ever picked them up.
As he heard her speak more, Luke began to realise just how bad Rebekah’s life had been for her. When Luke began to compare it with his own, he realised that it must have really been terrible for her. It just made him feel a need to make her happier someway, or try and stop everything that had happened to her happening. He wanted to understand her. “OK, right.” He said, trying to make Rebekah feel better.
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Post by rebekah on Feb 23, 2009 3:00:54 GMT -5
Rebekah wasn't sure that anything she had would make a difference, or if there really had been any need to say it at all, but she had and now there was no taking it back. But at least now, he would hopefully understand her more, plus now she had got all of that off her chest, she felt she could start to be more happier about things. It was unusual to get a guy who didn't seem to mind when you put the first moves on them. She had read numerous times in magazines it was the one thing guys hated.
She was glad Luke seemed to be different, and because of that, it made Rebekah feel better about the situation and better about herself, which was a good thing in her opinion. Still lying with her head on his chest, looking into his eyes, he said right, okay. Seemed to Rebekah that he understood, or was at best trying to understand.
"I'm glad I met you Luke" she said with meaning and passion in her voice. Yes she had said it to him before, but she wanted him to know when she said it this time just how much she really did mean it. "I really do think I'd be lost without you in my life now" she may have even said that before too, but she felt repeating it might make him believe what she was saying was true and she meant it. Could it really be possible to fall in love at first sight like had been said time and time again?
Well maybe she and Luke were proof of it being true.
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Post by soveliss5 on Feb 23, 2009 11:36:43 GMT -5
Luke was sure that what Rebekah was saying she had said already, but he didn’t care just as long as he was near her, that was all that he would care about now. He felt slightly funny inside really, all he felt like was just staying where he was for the time being. He stared deeply into her eyes smiling at Rebekah.
“I’m glad I met you too.” He said, flicking some of Rebekah’s hair out of her eyes. He smiled down at her. He really did love Rebekah, and felt he couldn’t really explain to her what he felt like. He probably felt just like her, as if without Rebekah he would be lost as well.
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