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Post by emma on Jun 3, 2009 0:00:48 GMT -5
When Jackson squeezed her hand, she returned the gesture, she wanted him to know she had meant what she had said to him. She was only twenty, people danced on ice well into their early thirties, so she knew taking a sabbatical from ice dancing to have a child wouldn't be anything that big. She'd be able to return to it again after a year or maybe even two, when she was certain she could get a child minder to cover for when she and Jackson had other things to do.
What Jackson said next however, didn't shock her, just surprised her, she didn't think he would have been ready to start a family quite so soon. After all he was still trying to get his own career off the ground she thought he would find the idea of a baby would tie him down some what. But Emma was happy with his answer, and she was about to say as much. She gave him a warm smile, "You're ready to go to the next step? I'm not saying I'm not, but, well I just didn't think you would want a child tying you down when you were still new in your career?" she asked, not because she was having doubts, but because she didn't want for them to go through with this, have her fall pregnant and then realise they had made a mistake.
Oh, she knew he just told her that he would never leave her side if she were carrying his child, but you just never know what you would be faced with when the time came. "But that's not to say I'm having doubts and I know you said earlier you would stand by me, so, well if you're ready then so am I, it's not as if I'd fall pregnant right away anyway" she said not really knowing the exact truth in what she was saying.
It was possible for a woman to fall pregnant almost immediately when they began trying, but Emma had been on the contraceptive pill for some time now, not just for previous relationships, which she had only had one serious one and he was left behind in England, she was on them to control her period. And she had been told if she were to ever want to start a family, it would probably take a few weeks for the effects of the pill to wear off.
Jackson then leaned in to kiss her again deeply which she returned. His kisses were always welcoming, but this one was stirring feelings within she hadn't felt stirred for a long time, and that was the moment she knew herself she was ready. Maybe they had only been with each other for a month or just over, but Emma knew what was in her heart, and her heart was telling her Jackson was the one for her. So why would she let the opportunity slip of being able to spend the rest of her life with him, and have his children? The answer was simple, she wouldn't.
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Post by Jackson Poe on Jun 3, 2009 5:45:16 GMT -5
Jackson knew in his heart that he was ready, so knew he wanted to talk about tue subject further. When Emma asked him if he was ready, due to still being new in his career, he had no doubts about it. "I am sure that it will balance itself out. I don't think I would ever regret having a baby right now. I think I can handle a career, and having a baby at the same time. I am sure that our family would also be there for us. I know my mum would be happy to help with sitting." Jackson had to laugh at that. His mum was always asking him if he was going to settle down any time soon. Well this might be the answer to her prayers.
When Emma mentioned about not falling pregnant right away, Jackson wondered what she was getting at. Had she tried before, and had not succeeded. "Why do you say that?" But he knew that couldn't have been the case. Maybe there were other explanations. He knew that if she wasn't able to fall pregant, then she would be happy about talking about having a child with him.
Jackson felt quite a home with Emma right now. He felt her kissing him back just as much as he was kissing her. The feelings he had been feeling about her began to come back, double time. He soon felt himself moving his body closer to her own, and moving his lips to her neck, kissing her there so tenderly. All this time Jackson wondered whether he should stop right now, continuing their conversatin, or keep going.
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Post by emma on Jun 5, 2009 9:11:34 GMT -5
Emma listened to Jackson with a smile as he told her that he was ready and that everything would balance itself out. She figured that it would too. These things always had a way of balancing out. Then of course Jackson mentioned his mother would be happy to help with sitting. Her own parents would be thrilled at the idea of becoming grandparents themselves. She hadn't even thought about that, and no doubt they'd be only too willing to help out also.
She put her hand on his chest and looked up at him with a warm smile, "You know what? You're right, it would balance out, and your mum is not the only mum who'd be only too willing to help out I can assure you of that." Emma then laughed as she could just imagine her mother's face when she told her the news she was going to have her first grandchild. It would light up so much it would probably brighten the darkest of days.
Then Jackson asked why she had said she wouldn't fall pregnant right away anyway. "I've been on the contraceptive pill Jackson, was given it to help with severe period pains, I'd have to come off that first, and it can take a few weeks for the effects to wear off, at least that's what I was told anyway." However, the more the two of them spoke about having a family, the more Emma was hoping it wouldn't take so long to get pregnant after all, suddenly the idea of carrying Jackson's child was becoming more and more appealing to Emma.
When they were kissing, Emma felt herself become lost in the kiss and then Jackson's lips moved to tenderly kiss her neck she caught her breath as she felt herself moan ever so slightly at the feel of his lips against her skin. Right now she was so lost in the moment she wasn't sure whether they should be going into their conversation more deeply or if they should just continue what they were doing. It wasn't as if they didn't agree on the topic of children, they clearly had.
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Post by Jackson Poe on Jun 6, 2009 19:56:41 GMT -5
Jackson listened to Emma's reason for what she said. He didn't know much about the whole pill thing, what with being a guy. "Oh, okay then. I just had stupid thoughts in my head about why you said that. All good." Jackson was kind of relieved that nothing that he thought was what she said. He let out a small sigh.
As they kept kissing, Jackson had to restrain himself a few times. He felt his hands starting to wander, some of the time, where they began to wander from her back down to the band of her clothing. They seemed to have a mind of their own. Though Jackson's head was telling him to go all the way, but his heart was telling him that he shouldn't rush into anything right now. Jackson didn't know which one he should follow.
His lips kept kissing Emma's neck, where he could smell her hair, and her perfume. That instant hit of this made him lose himself a little, and then his hands decided to go exploring. With that knowledge of what was happening, Jackson instantly stopped everything he was doing, and sat up. Looking at Emma, he found himself breathing a little heavier than usual. "I'm sorry." What else could Jackson say. Whatever he was feeling right now was just the icing on top of their previous discussion.
All he could do was look away, and then get up, walking over to his piano near the wall. When he stopped right in front of it, he had to tell her how he felt. Staring at the wall, Jackson spoke. "I am sorry for what I was just doing. I was just so caught up in the moment, and I felt myself losing control, which is so unlike me. I am normally so in control, is sometimes freaks me out. But this..." Jackson turned around to face Emma, still standing where he was, "I love you so much Emma, and I feel that right now...." Jackson looked down at the ground for a couple of seconds, and the looked back at Emma all serious, "....right now I think I am ready to be with you physically."
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Post by emma on Jun 9, 2009 19:53:09 GMT -5
"I've read somewhere that if you've been on the contraceptive pill for a long period of time not to expect to fall pregnant right away, but apparently it's happened before, so who knows really." Emma said, feeling like she had to give Jackson that extra bit of an explanation. To be perfectly honest, now that she was thinking about it, Emma would probably be quite happy to fall pregnant right away, the more she thought about it, the longer she and Jackson were in each other's company, the more she knew it was what she wanted.
Sure she had her semi-pro skating career, but she was only twenty, she could easily put it off for a year, maybe even two and get back to it again. Most professional skaters didn't retire from competitions until they were in their early to mid thirties, and Emma was a long way off of that age.
As they were kissing Emma felt Jackson's hand wandering and tugging at her clothes slightly. It didn't bother her in the slightest, the more he done it, the more she felt she had to restrain herself from just ripping his clothes off. In that single moment Emma realised she wanted this, she wanted it more than she had ever wanted anything else in her life before.
As Jackson kept kissing her neck, Emma felt herself moan over and over, it was so sensual it made Emma want to explode, it made her want to just grab him and lead him into his bedroom and shout at him to take her there and then. However, she refrained, instead feeling her breaths get a little more heavy as she continued to moan at his lips pressed against her skin. Then suddenly it stopped and he was sitting up looking at her and apologising.
As he apologised he looked away and then stood up walking over to his piano and staring at the wall. Emma began to wonder if it was something she had said, or something she had done wrong, and she was about to ask as much, when Jackson spoke again. She listened to him, watching him, even before he turned to look at her again. It was so sweet, he was so ready to take the next step, but didn't want to push her. You didn't get many sensitive guys like that.
Emma stood up then, and walked toward him, she wrapped her arms around his neck and just stood staring into his eyes. "I know it's all happened so quickly, but I know what I feel, and I love you so very much Jackson, there's nothing wrong with wanting to take it to the next level and I'm ready too." Emma said gently, as she pulled him closer and kissed him on the lips with a deep passion for a few seconds, before gently pulling away and looking into his eyes again.
"Now, where were we? Because I was really disappointed when it stopped." And with that, she put her hand in his hand and gave him a mischievous smile and winked at him playfully as she tugged at his hand and looked toward where the bedroom was. "What you waiting for then Jackson?" she asked, teasing him slightly with a warm smile.
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Post by Jackson Poe on Jun 10, 2009 3:47:25 GMT -5
Jackson watched Emma ash she stood up and watched towards him. The feel of her arms around his neck felt good, and it felt like her eyes were staring right into his soul. Then she spoke, in a gentle voice. Jackson was glad that she agreed with everything he had just said, and said that she was ready to go to the next level as well. With that Jackson gave Emma a small smile, "I'm glad." When Emma pulled him closer, and kissed him passionately for a few seconds, Jackson felt that he wasn't going to restrain himself this time, putting his arms around her.
When they parted, Jackson was once again held in her eye contact. He had to almost laugh out loud when Emma asked Jackson where they were up to. The touch of her hand in his made his skin tingle a little, just knowing that he wanted to just take this hand and the rest of her where they could be intimate. With Emma tugging at his hand, and gesturing to where the bedroom was, Jackson didn't have to think twice.
Then Emma asked him what he was waiting for. Again Jackson didn't hestitate, there was no reason too this time. Jackson squeezed her hand, giving his own cheeky grin, "I'm not waiting for anything now anymore." With this Jackson slowly led the way to his bedroom. Along the way, he turned off the lights to the lounge room, and made sure that the door was locked. Jackson then took the phone off the cradle. "I don't want any interruptions from anyone." He then led Emma up the stairs, up to his bedroom.
(ooc: I don't know if you want to finish it off, then I can start a thread in the mature board or something. Or whatever - it is up to you.)
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Post by emma on Jun 13, 2009 16:07:43 GMT -5
Emma smiled to acknowledge Jackson when he said he was glad that she felt the same way too. Tonight was going to be the official start to their relationship and Emma simply couldn't wait to share herself with such a handsome, kind, caring, sweet man as Jackson was. The whole fact she had this crazy ability was completely forgotten, all that mattered now was their relationship and being together. The feel of his arms around her only made her feel more certain that what they were about to do was the right thing.
She hadn't meant to be quite so forceful when she asked him what was keeping him, but Emma had been enjoying their embrace until he broke away. She just wanted to get back to where they were. And once he took her hand, she knew they would get back to where they were, and continue it somewhere more intimate.
She had to hold back a giggle, something she hadn't done for quite some time, when Jackson said he wasn't waiting for anything. "Well that's good to hear." She didn't know if she'd get pregnant this time, or another time, but she didn't care. She just wanted to be with Jackson, right now that was all that mattered. She had been taking her contraception pill all along, but after their talk, she didn't bother to take the one she was due to take that night, and she wouldn't take any of the others.
"Bloody good plan." Emma said with a grin when Jackson took the phone off the cradle saying he wanted no interruptions, neither did Emma. She wanted their intimate time to go without him having to stop.
[ooc I'm not bothered either way to be honest Mel. You can start one in the MB, or just take it for granted that the next step to this is them getting intimate and I can do that other thread I was talking about?]
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