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Post by jeremy on May 12, 2009 22:34:05 GMT -5
16th April, 2009
Jeremy hadn't seen his friend Fox for a couple of days, he was desperately wanting to talk to him about his frustrated sexuality, but he had to guess his friend was just too busy to talk to him. And so he didn't want to keep annoying him, instead he decided the only way to find out, or the only solution would be go to go a gay bar and find out for sure.
As he sat there at the bar looking around, he saw a few guys looking at him, he wasn't sure yet how that made him feel, it was still very awkward. Even some of the gay girls were looking at him, and he found himself thinking most of them pretty attractive. He wanted to bang his head off the wall, how could this be? How could he find men and women attractive? Was he bi-sexual? But he hadn't had a girlfriend, he never felt comfortable asking a girl out, but he could find them attractive.
As he stared at this one guy and girl, he didn't realise he had began to move backward, and of course he ended up bumping into somebody, which made him stumble slightly. He turned round awkwardly and looked at the guy, and felt himself immediately blushing. God dammit he thought to himself.
"S...s...sorry..." he stumbled his words, "about that, I uhm, well I..." he stammered some more, "wasn't looking where I was going, I... uhm sorry" he managed to finish as he tried to avert his eyes to one of the girls behind this guy instead, of course it didn't matter, she was here, so she was obviously gay, but he couldn't help thinking she was so damn pretty. Just like his friend Carla.
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Post by solidus on May 15, 2009 10:25:19 GMT -5
"I am going to destroy Primatech once I'm finished with the assignment," Ben muttered as he waded through the crowds of flamboyant homosexuals. Though it was a pleasant delight to look at the lesbians getting close and personal which each other, the gay men often moved into his eyesight and their choice of clothing unfortunately didn't leave much to the imagination. His awkwardness wasn't caused by any homophobic feelings, he was quiet secure with his sexuality, he just didn't want their sexuality flapping in front of him. He was just thanking his lucky stars that they had everyone covered up, though perhaps too tightly but covered none the less.
He quickly scanned the bar, though wishing he hadn't, he located his target. A man named Jeremy Summers had attracted the attention of Primatech. Something about owning an advanced mind and he had certain friends that Primatech would like to befriend. Ben wasn't really listening during the briefing. His attention had slipped into memory mode where he debated with himself such issues as the moral ambiguity on lasts night episode of Battlestar Galactica and wondered if Lex Luthor had truly died on Smallville.
As he stood next to Jeremy he noticed his eyes were watching some girl. He wondered if this man was truly gay or was his emotions conflicting with his lust. Though he had to admit, the girl he was looking at was good looking. He was about to comment on her when something disturbing walked in front of them. It was gay man, clearly old and overweight, wearing a latex suit. Without really thinking, Ben blurted out "What the hell is that guy thinking? I mean that can't be comfortable... I mean its a tight fit where you shouldn't have a tight fit... Imagine his voice, I bet he sounds like he's sucked in a balloon of helium."
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Post by jeremy on May 17, 2009 18:44:45 GMT -5
Jeremy was still feeling embarrassed about bumping into the guy and hadn't commented on his stumbled apology, instead went rambling on about an older guy who walked in front of them both. True he was slightly over dressed, even for a gay man. Of course Jeremy was just wearing a casual top and denims, just your typical clothes for a guy on a night out, except this night Jeremy was trying to convince himself of his true sexuality and it simply wasn't working, instead he had only managed to confuse himself all the more.
Jeremy half laughed at what the guy had said, "I, uhm, not really sure, guess he uhm thinks it's a good look" Jeremy stumbled over his words once more as the older man the guy had commented on moved away from the both of them. Jeremy couldn't even look the guy who had spoken to him in the eyes. Jeremy laughed again a little when he mentioned a voice sounding like helium had been sucked in. "Yeah, uhm, maybe, yeah." God this was bad, Jeremy was even more tongue tied than usual, if that was even possible.
Even though Jeremy knew he wasn't dressed in anything spandex or latex, he still couldn't help but look himself over to see exactly what he had put on, because right at that moment he simply couldn't remember. Gently giving a sigh of relief when he realised he was in decent attire after all.
He managed to catch the girl he had been looking at before, but she just gave him a look as if to say why the hell you looking at me for, so he quickly looked away again, staring at his feet. How uncomfortable.
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Post by solidus on Jun 8, 2009 17:05:10 GMT -5
"Don't worry about her," Ben said when he noticed Jeremy had received the cold shoulder from a girl he had been watching. Several months ago, before he discover that beneath his average skin and flesh, laid a power that could blow the minds of everyone he knew, he was a lot like Jeremy. He tripped over his words, become interest in the girls that were miles ahead of his league and his confidence went crashing when they gave their typical reaction. Ben sympathized with Jeremy's misery, however it also open an opportunity for Ben to befriend Jeremy as his mission ordered him too. "It's probably because she prefers her side of the court, I mean if you come to pull girls ."
"But still, my theory to woman and men, is its all about confidence," Ben said, lecturing Jeremy in the hopes of obtaining either approval or interest. "I mean different people require different sets of confidence. I bet the right guy with the right words could turn even Ms.Girls only over there. But still, like I said, it's all about confidence. Build it up and you can be king of this jungle. Oh, I'm Ben by the way."
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Post by jeremy on Jun 10, 2009 18:16:29 GMT -5
Busy staring at his feet, he didn't expect the guy to talk to him again, so when he did Jeremy jumped a little, startled, even though he knew he was still there. He looked up slowly, "Uhm, what?" He asked, and then realising what the guy had said, "Oh yeah, that, uhm, no...I'm not, I mean...uhm, doesn't matter." Jeremy stumbled over his words. Jeremy was still confused, this wasn't doing him any favours at all. Jeremy just wanted to go now.
The more the guy spoke about the opposite member of the sex, the more Jeremy got confused and tongue tied. He really shouldn't have come here, and now he wanted to phone his friend and ask her to come and collect him. "Yeah, uhm, maybe." Jeremy replied when the guy then spoke about the girl preferring her side of the court. Well of course she would, it was a gay bar after all. Didn't people who come here, look for the same sex? Didn't this guy he was talking to know that?
Jeremy scoffed slightly at the little lecture, confidence? Yeah right he thought, that's where he was obviously going wrong, he had no confidence. "Yeah, I uhm, well I... I uhm wasn't trying to, you know?" Jeremy said, and then wondered if he had to spell it out to the guy who had then introduced himself as Ben. "Well, hello Ben, I'm...I'm uhm Jeremy, but you do know.." he started as he leaned in closer to the guy, getting a little more confidence, "that this is a gay bar, right?" He concluded, as he pulled away from him again and stared back down at his feet again.
It was safe to say Jeremy was out of his comfort zone in this place. Poor Jeremy, didn't really know what side of the fence he played.
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