I'm sorry guys...

[shadnicth]

Character/s Name: Matthew Tobruk
Date Leaving: 5/6/10
Date Arrival: N/A
Reason: Mands and Mel are aware of the reason I was taking time off, but this time, it's going to be a very long time before I come back, if I do at all... I'm just going to go ahead and say that the reason for my taking a break was to do with my girlfriend being assaulted in the city a week ago. I'm taking care of her, but she's in a really bad state of mind, so as such, I will be taking weeks, maybe months to help her, before I even consider rping again.

This isn't an excuse for me to leave this site, but is me doing my duties by my girl as her boyfriend, and if anyone has a problem with this, apart from Mands and Mel, who I know will support my decision about this, then you can go get fucked for all I care. Hopefully no one will be thinking these nasty thoughts, but I have my duty to my girl to take care of her.

So this is in fact my final goodbye to you guys. I know that the last time wasn't in fact the best of situations I left, but this time I plan to leave under a more... well... a more suitable circumstance. So before I go, I'm leaving a few words for you, summing up how I feel.

Viruz: Dude, you played Sylar EPICALLY! If I still ran my Heroes Site, I would've loved to have you on there to play him. You're an epic Rp'er and I know you'll do well here.

Rocky: Dude, you're a cool guy. I loved Rping with you when I had the chance and your wacky twists made the game even more fun. I know that you'll step up as the man of the RPG now, lol, and look after the girls well. Just remember dude, it's spelt Teleport, not teli-port, lol

Mel: It was actually cool to have someone who can relate to the lingo I use and who actually lives like about a 1 hour flight away from me, lol. You've been a good caring person and our threads together were awesome. Be sure to take care of Mands and others for me, yeah?

And last, but certainly not least...

Mands: You are by far the most kindest and gentle hearted person I have seen in the world of RPing. You have a very big heart, and I felt nothing but warmth and happiness when I was with you here. You gave me a lot of comfort and a lot of care in times I needed it, and for that I am proud to call you a true friend of mine. So here's a giant, humongous, super-doper MATT HUG!!!!!!!

I'm actually feeling very sad as I write this goodbye, my laptop might die from the water damage from the tears, lol... I may return one day, but for now, that does seem like a very long time away. Feel free to do with my profile whatever you wish btw.

And now... oh god, this is hard... Now's the time to write the final goodbye... Man... Well, this is it guys... I know you guys are gonna get up off the ground and recruit more members. I know it because I'm focusing all my positive energy here as well as my positive karma.

So I suppose I'd best say this now, or else I may never say this... Sayonara Enraged Twilight... I love you all and will miss you severely...

With love from:
Matthew & Claire (Matt's gf, lol)

[Anastacia Potter]

Oh Matt......

So sorry to see you go. But you know I totally understand. I hope that Claire recovers from what happened, and I know that she will with you by her side. Thank you for the kind words, and it had been great to talk to someone who actually lived in the same timezone as me lol - well most of the time when there wasn't daylight savings lol I have loved working with you, and you have helped me very slowly work on action threads. Loved the one with Bently and Matt .... just great.

So I hope to speak to you soon. But take all the time you need. Though I will sadly lock and archive the threads we have. If and when you come back we can work on that Sasha/Matt thread for sure okay?

Lots of Love
Mel

[stefan]

Matt I really don't know what to say. You know that I understand the situation and you know that you fully have my support. I'm gutted that you're leaving us again but at least I know and understand the reason for it this time. I really hope Claire pulls through this, I can't, well in a way I can have an idea of what she's going through, although not physically attacked, I was raped, so I do have a slight understanding of how she may be feeling.

I wish you both well and I hope Claire recovers from her ordeal over time, but I am sure with you by her side, someone who despite what they say about themselves holds a lot of love and affection in their heart she will do just fine.

Just know that I will not be removing your character from the site, nor will I have Emilie move on to anybody else. In fact I have this feeling that she will probably just sit there in limbo collecting dust until you feel you can come back again. I am living in the hope that you will find a time when you feel like coming back to us.

I do sadly think that I have to remove the admin status from you though, not because of what has happened, but because if we do get new members during your absence, I don't want the possibility of them maybe contacting you as an admin - and for them not to be aware that you're taking indefinite leave. However, should you come back to us and I honest to god hope you do because you're one of the best male friends in the online world I've ever made, know that your admin status will be reinstated.

Give Claire my love and I really hope things improve for you both sooner rather than later.

It's been a pleasure working with you and I really hope that this isn't really a final goodbye.

My e-mail address is [e-mail] - please keep in touch with e-mails, because I don't want to lose touch with you completely again like last time. If you do have msn messenger and would like to talk from time to time then please add me [e-mail]. I don't use yahoo messenger, but I do have it, and I also have skype, but seldom log into it, but I think my name is queen_kitty71 for skype.

Take very good care of yourself and Claire and we'll be here should you ever feel like returning, and as I say I hope you do.

Lots of love, hugs and kisses {MANDS HUG}
Mands