Post by david on Jan 26, 2011 18:29:28 GMT -5
When David had put his arm around Stacey he felt her snuggle into him and it made him warm on the inside knowing that despite everything last night and the way he had been thinking that they still had the love there between them. He sighed contently just wanting everything to go away and for everything to return to normal. He was hoping that he might still be asleep and all of the past few horrible hours had been a terrible nightmare. However they were here in Doctor Savarna’s office so there was no way it was a nightmare. When he had kissed Stacey on the side of the head he heard her murmur and all he wanted to do was to lift her up into his arms and carry her out to the car and take her home to make love to her.
When David had spoken saying he hoped that neither of them were to be blame and it might just be that they were trying too hard he felt Stacey shift out of the embrace slightly and looked at him. He gave her a weak smile as she replied to him. He nodded his head as she continued to talk to him. “I agree with you, you know how much I love making love to you but maybe if we are more relaxed about it then we might just surprise ourselves sooner than later.” David said trying to be more positive about things than he had been last night.
When Daniel returned and David could tell from the look on his face that the news wasn’t going to be very good he soon felt Stacey take his hand in both of hers. He was glad of the comfort it was giving him while Daniel spoke about Stacey not having to go through unnecessary tests and then telling them that David sperm count was low. David had more or less shut himself off to the both of them as the words low sperm count continued to swim around in his head. He was hearing everything else that Daniel was saying but just couldn’t face answering him. He soon felt Stacey run her fingers up and down his arm and question him and that was when he moved his hand from hers and put both of them into his head rubbing at his temples and eyes with his fingers coming to terms with what he had been told.
He had then apologised and told the doctor that he did everything that Daniel had been suggesting. Daniel felt so sorry for the both of them right now, they were a young couple and it was clear to see that not being able to have another baby so soon was devastating the both of them. He rubbed his chin with one of his hands, “There is something else I can suggest that may make it happen slightly quicker. When making love if you were to be on top Stacey there would be a deeper penetration particularly when David ejaculates, this could help the semen travel faster into your internal organs and give any fertile sperm a better chance of reaching an egg.” He gave Stacey a weak smile and David looked up then as he heard what Daniel said.
“I guess we could try that but it doesn’t change the fact that I’m more or less shooting blanks.” David said and sighed and then gave Stacey a weak smile. “What do you think to that suggestion? It’s not like we haven’t done that position before, maybe we just have to utilise it more.” David said and feeling just a tiny sliver of hope now that maybe they would get pregnant fairly soon after all despite the low sperm count. When it came to being happy and having a baby with Stacey, David would try anything.
However the emotion of everything and the fact that despite the sliver of hope that he was still the one to blame for their current situation was just something he felt he couldn’t handle and had apologised to Stacey before leaving the room. He had made to go to the car but only got as far as the outside doors of the hospital and had slumped down the wall bringing his knees up and hugging them he had begun to cry. He hadn’t been like that for more than two minutes when he felt Stacey beside him with her arms around him. He immediately moved his arms around her as he felt he needed her right then despite walking out on her before. When she spoke he knew what she was saying was making perfect sense but he just couldn’t register it, the same words ‘low sperm count’ continued to swim through his head drowning out everything else.
When he felt one of her hands on his face it made him turn to look at her and he knew that he must have looked a complete mess, he had been crying so much that his eyes were bound to be swollen red. “I’m so sorry honey, I didn’t mean to walk out before, I just, I had this feeling but I hadn’t wanted it to be true, I wanted this baby so much.” He said, finding it difficult to speak right then as he tried to compose himself. He hated when his emotional side got the better of him, he was supposed to be the man and be the stronger one, and right now it would seem that Stacey was being strong for the both of them, it made him feel inadequate.
When Stacey spoke again she asked him about the both of them going home and talk about what they could do to help the current situation. He nodded his head slightly, “Alright, I’m good with that, anything to get away from here.” He moved so that he could stand up and held out his hands for Stacey to take and helped her up also. Once they were both on their feet he put his arm around Stacey and held her close as he led the both of them back to the car. Once they were both inside and he started up the engine he glanced at her, “You know, maybe we could let mom keep Ebony for a little bit longer and try Daniel’s suggestion of the other position, we haven’t done that for a while.” He offered as despite feeling like he was letting Stacey down he was still very much in love with her and after last night he wanted to be close to her, he wanted to be intimate and most of all he wanted to be the man she had fallen in love with not some emotional idiot who couldn’t string a sentence together.
{ooc - thinking that if we do that with the new position thing lol we can do a skip to later - I want for them to be intimate in order for the baby idea to work - but also want for after it for David to maybe start getting more depressed then}
When David had spoken saying he hoped that neither of them were to be blame and it might just be that they were trying too hard he felt Stacey shift out of the embrace slightly and looked at him. He gave her a weak smile as she replied to him. He nodded his head as she continued to talk to him. “I agree with you, you know how much I love making love to you but maybe if we are more relaxed about it then we might just surprise ourselves sooner than later.” David said trying to be more positive about things than he had been last night.
When Daniel returned and David could tell from the look on his face that the news wasn’t going to be very good he soon felt Stacey take his hand in both of hers. He was glad of the comfort it was giving him while Daniel spoke about Stacey not having to go through unnecessary tests and then telling them that David sperm count was low. David had more or less shut himself off to the both of them as the words low sperm count continued to swim around in his head. He was hearing everything else that Daniel was saying but just couldn’t face answering him. He soon felt Stacey run her fingers up and down his arm and question him and that was when he moved his hand from hers and put both of them into his head rubbing at his temples and eyes with his fingers coming to terms with what he had been told.
He had then apologised and told the doctor that he did everything that Daniel had been suggesting. Daniel felt so sorry for the both of them right now, they were a young couple and it was clear to see that not being able to have another baby so soon was devastating the both of them. He rubbed his chin with one of his hands, “There is something else I can suggest that may make it happen slightly quicker. When making love if you were to be on top Stacey there would be a deeper penetration particularly when David ejaculates, this could help the semen travel faster into your internal organs and give any fertile sperm a better chance of reaching an egg.” He gave Stacey a weak smile and David looked up then as he heard what Daniel said.
“I guess we could try that but it doesn’t change the fact that I’m more or less shooting blanks.” David said and sighed and then gave Stacey a weak smile. “What do you think to that suggestion? It’s not like we haven’t done that position before, maybe we just have to utilise it more.” David said and feeling just a tiny sliver of hope now that maybe they would get pregnant fairly soon after all despite the low sperm count. When it came to being happy and having a baby with Stacey, David would try anything.
However the emotion of everything and the fact that despite the sliver of hope that he was still the one to blame for their current situation was just something he felt he couldn’t handle and had apologised to Stacey before leaving the room. He had made to go to the car but only got as far as the outside doors of the hospital and had slumped down the wall bringing his knees up and hugging them he had begun to cry. He hadn’t been like that for more than two minutes when he felt Stacey beside him with her arms around him. He immediately moved his arms around her as he felt he needed her right then despite walking out on her before. When she spoke he knew what she was saying was making perfect sense but he just couldn’t register it, the same words ‘low sperm count’ continued to swim through his head drowning out everything else.
When he felt one of her hands on his face it made him turn to look at her and he knew that he must have looked a complete mess, he had been crying so much that his eyes were bound to be swollen red. “I’m so sorry honey, I didn’t mean to walk out before, I just, I had this feeling but I hadn’t wanted it to be true, I wanted this baby so much.” He said, finding it difficult to speak right then as he tried to compose himself. He hated when his emotional side got the better of him, he was supposed to be the man and be the stronger one, and right now it would seem that Stacey was being strong for the both of them, it made him feel inadequate.
When Stacey spoke again she asked him about the both of them going home and talk about what they could do to help the current situation. He nodded his head slightly, “Alright, I’m good with that, anything to get away from here.” He moved so that he could stand up and held out his hands for Stacey to take and helped her up also. Once they were both on their feet he put his arm around Stacey and held her close as he led the both of them back to the car. Once they were both inside and he started up the engine he glanced at her, “You know, maybe we could let mom keep Ebony for a little bit longer and try Daniel’s suggestion of the other position, we haven’t done that for a while.” He offered as despite feeling like he was letting Stacey down he was still very much in love with her and after last night he wanted to be close to her, he wanted to be intimate and most of all he wanted to be the man she had fallen in love with not some emotional idiot who couldn’t string a sentence together.
{ooc - thinking that if we do that with the new position thing lol we can do a skip to later - I want for them to be intimate in order for the baby idea to work - but also want for after it for David to maybe start getting more depressed then}