Never Grow Up (open) Mar 30, 2011 4:21:09 GMT -5
Post by hailey on Mar 30, 2011 4:21:09 GMT -5
4th June 2010
Hailey sat inside of the cafe shop near her school, where her mother told her to go. She couldn't believe that her life had turned upside down since that afternoon that her and Nick had had sex for the first time. Hailey had been nervous, but it felt special with Nick, and she was glad that it was him that she was losing her virginity to. Though days later her mother had found the condom wrapper, and blew up at Hailey, telling her to never see 'that boy' again.
It just felt like yesterday, but in fact it was getting onto seven months since she had to make a tearful goodbye to Nick. Since that day, Hailey had gone into hiding from the world. A world that would now be minus one person who was so down, she never cared what was going on. She performed in the school play, but that was all she was allowed to do that was a school activity. Her mother told her that she was to come home straight from school, and to only involve herself with family things outside of school. Hailey was only allowed to speak to her friends twice a week on the phone, and all of this was just killing her so much.
Though as the months went on, Hailey spend some time writing songs, and putting in what she was feeling about the situations. She never shared them with anyone, but herself, like it was her own personal diary that she was telling all her secrets and feelings too. So now she had her notebook open, and as Hailey stared out the window, she wondered what inspiration would come as she awaited for her mother to come and get her.